| Friday, February 23rd, 2007 |
| 11:34 pm |
Tomorrow is my boo's birthday. I love him more than anything:) Our one year is coming up too. I'm so happy, it's so weird to look back a year ago and see the state I was in when I didn't have him. Pretty much pathetic I guess. But anyways for his birthday he just wants to sit at his house and eat and play video games with me and Kirk, but me and Kirk want to invite people over. So I guess me and him will have our own party lol. I need to start looking for a new job. Our general manager is leaving the first of March and pretty much when he leaves and the other manager takes over the general manager position the store is just gona be chaos. Everyone else has already started to leave and it's just not the same without them and it's not worth staying for the amount I get paid so I guess...fuck it? Does anybody know how old you have to be to work at Steve Madden in the mall? Or just a place where theres openings and it's actually nice to work at? Not much else is going on right now.... <3! Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: Nelly Furtado |
| Sunday, February 11th, 2007 |
| 7:49 pm |
So I havn't writen in god knows how long but hello livejournal. The people who read this thing I don't even talk to anymore. Hi. Peace nukka. Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: Fall Out Boy |
| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 |
| 11:35 pm |
I don't really like updating anymore because no one really reads it and myspace has taken over the world lol. So I was in North Carolina for the beggining of the summer and it was alright I guess I have a blog on myspace with pictures and what not. I've pretty much just spent my days with Mike. We fight ocasionally but we get over it quickly. I've never loved anyone more than I love him :) Lol. I'm trying to get a job...and I should have my own car in about a month hopefully and I'm very happy about that right now it's getting all new stuff and fixed up. Thats pretty much about it, nothing to intresting. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: ::Bullet for my Valentine:: |
| Friday, May 26th, 2006 |
| 10:50 pm |
I'm gona cry like a fucking baby on the last day of school, I generally always do. Today Leon showed me this like group of people on myspace who all have eating disorders. Like they all know eachother and have pictures of like their 20 pound bodies and all their bones and it was terrifying. Like I think it's totally unattractive but it makes me cry. Afterwards Mike and Leon were like shoving cookies down my throat not that I'll be starving myself but damn. Makes me look like a cow. Lol. Well other than that I'm very stressed and in need of a job very badly. I leave in a week for North Carolina it should be...a disaster. Oh yay. Two weeks with my parents looking at some trees. Yeah man. I'm so nagative today. Done. Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: ::The Distillers:: |
| Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006 |
| 6:07 pm |
I used to like livejournal but no one writes anything important or fun so I'm like avoiding it like the plaque. I deleted some people too if anyone cares. I'll put something somewhat intresting up later maybe. Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: ::Adema::The way you like it:: |
| Friday, May 12th, 2006 |
| 6:33 pm |
So yesterday... My first hour teacher pulled me aside about marks on my arm and wants to send me to the guidance conselour. Great. Then I got lost while driving and then got into a small accident. Thats about it. Later♥ Current Mood: crankyCurrent Music: ::DDR:: |
| Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006 |
| 4:50 pm |
Eh, I'm sick:( Current Mood: sickCurrent Music: ::Linkin Park:: |
| Thursday, April 20th, 2006 |
| 2:54 pm |
I GOT MY LISCENSE!!!!!!! Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: ::Jeffree Star:: |
| Wednesday, April 12th, 2006 |
| 6:52 am |
Yeah so party never happened. It was a total disaster due to shitty cell phones, bad dealers lol, Alex, other shitty friends, getting kicked out but then let back in?(yeah what the fuck I don't know lol)Yeah it just sucked...so since I don't give up easily I'm having it Thursday night. Woo. My mom found out I'm not a virgin and it's been like a year and a half. She found some message I wrote and in it it said something about getting taken advantage of. Yeah long story but she found out but she dosn't care but she said what everyone else said which is "What the fuck, why him?!". I really don't know myself. Latley I feel this need to be like everyones best friend, kinda weird. I guess I feel that with people I'm either their best friend or not their friend at all. Pathetic? yeah pretty much lol. Well thats it. I'm a boring mother fucker. Bye♥ Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: ::MSI:: |
| Saturday, April 8th, 2006 |
| 1:05 am |
Bring it you Publix fucks!! Yeah thats it. I have lost my fucking mind. Lol. ♥ Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: ::The Birthday Massacre:: |
| Tuesday, April 4th, 2006 |
| 5:03 pm |
Yeah so I keep having weird lesbian dreams. Party this weekend, I'll be sure to have pictures. and...I really really really really, love Mike. More than anyone and I'm very happy♥ Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: ::MSI:: |
| Sunday, April 2nd, 2006 |
| 11:36 am |
So I havn't wrote much in a while. I probably had the best spring break ever. On the 25th I went to Ft.Lauderdale to the culture room to see Flirting Through Violence, Suicide City, Deadstar Assembly and The Birthday Massacre. It was fun but the after party was way better cause we stayed at some hotel and what not. I got introduced to the Dro by Ilyaa if anyone cares or even knows who or what the hell I'm talking about. Hes very pretty though:) Um..then my birthday was on the 27th. I pretty much just did my little family type thing but I invited a few friends my actuall party thing with just my friends is later and thats all I'm saying about that cause I'm sick of everyone trying to invite themselves. If you crash my party I'll knock your shit sideways:)Lol. Oh and me and Mike started dating. Yeah I know I move on fast, I can't help it and if your opinions on that are negative keep them to yourself. I can't wait till summer! Oh and heres some pictures finally, I havn't put up any since I got my camera which was like a month ago. ( Read more... ) Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: ::Tatu::Scream Fly Dream::(good song download it!!) |
| Friday, March 24th, 2006 |
| 9:53 am |
I hate this feeling. I hate feeling like none of my friends give a shit about me right now what so ever. This really sucks. Well enough of this emo bullshit. Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: ::Birthday Massacre:: |
| Tuesday, March 21st, 2006 |
| 11:03 pm |
Ok first I don't get why some of you whorebags put up four friken posts at a time. Stop it damn it! Lol. Well anyways...I have reunited with neopets again...so I pretty much did that all day...it's ok if you don't respect me anymore lol. Thats all I had to say. Neopets...yeah man...cool shit. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: ::Ayumi Hamasaki:: |
| Saturday, March 18th, 2006 |
| 3:24 pm |
Eh, one hour of sleep. I have to go babysit untill 12 or 1am. But I'm getting $16 an hour so it's worth it. I'm so happy about spring break...and for my birthday my mom says she has a "suprise" for me and that I can't be in the house the day before my birthday, please be a car:) Or at least one of those strippers who jump out of cakes lol. Kidding. Later. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: ::Freezepop:: |
| Friday, March 10th, 2006 |
| 11:17 pm |
Me and Alex broke up. I'm not really too upset and I don't think he gives a shit so I guess it's ok? We fought too much and I'm over sensitive so I couldn't take it anymore and damn it I know he's reading this. Yeah hi Alex. Well thats that. My parents decided that they are gona fix up the car for me so I will have one now very soon and I'm quite happy about that:) Tomorrow should be hella fun and such. Eh thats all I got. Bye♥ Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: ::Aqua:: |
| Tuesday, March 7th, 2006 |
| 7:26 pm |
Muh birthday is in twenty days. Licence in 5 weeks and 5 days. Only one problem...no fucking car. Yeah they(meaning the parents) said they were gona fix up the shitty one...not happening. Then they said they would just sell it as is and then buy me a cheap used car. Not happening. Then they said they would buy my sisters car. But then nothing happened and I'm just upset cause they always promise shit. I feel like a spoiled bitch when I say that though. I'm gona talk to my sister about her waiting to sell it so i can get enough money to buy it cause I'm getting a job in like a month. Well thats about enough of the bitching right there. I'll put up some pictures from my camera and stuff soon of like I don't know...cool shit lol. Well I luh you hoes. ♥ Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: ::Panic at the disco:: |
| Sunday, March 5th, 2006 |
| 12:49 pm |
I weigh 103:) Sofuckinghappy. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: ::Special D:: |
| Friday, March 3rd, 2006 |
| 11:57 pm |
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return" Fucking bullshit. Sorry for this shitty entry. Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: ::Puddle of Mudd:: |
| Thursday, February 23rd, 2006 |
| 8:00 pm |
Attention people who acually care to read my entriesFrom this point on I will not be posting anymore entries unless they are in some way of importance. Yes thats right. You can all go thank Matt. Because apparently my entries(according to him)are terrible and completley pointless and boring, infact I'm boring and my life is just boring as me. So, I'm sorry for all the time I've wasted for you reading all my boring pointless shit. Gee, thanks Matt WHAT WOULD I FUCKING DO WITHOUT YOU!?!? Hoe. Current Mood: crankyCurrent Music: ::Freezepop:: |